white crayon

2006-07-17T20:01:00.001-07:00

boo! pebbles is back to blog... [yeah...yeah..]
its raining tuh-day... on a tuesday??? waah.. im not sure of the days anymore!!!
uhmm... so i guess tuesday...
nuthin much to blog... really
just downloaded some photoshop brushes...
and surfin blogskins...
mustering the energy to make another blogskin...

that's all be back to blog again tomorrow...

2006-07-17T20:01:00.000-07:00

2006-07-15T04:11:00.001-07:00

its about 7 on a sat evening now... its dinnertime but im still here blogging my time away... daddy's just about to cook... ma's out, sis is busy doin her project with bill blabbing in the background...
haha...
right now im listening to .... nuthin... ha.. thea took the speakers away so she could listen to her cdplayer loud...
the earfones aren't workin so no choice... i have to listen to...
the humof my computer and... and... the music outside??!!! i think there's a program being held at the plaza right now... well i think its better than just listening to my computer right???

surfed da awhile ago and found nice pics that i could use for making layouts...
how i wish i just took a course related to computers...
anyway... i also visited my friendster account {yeah... as if i never do...} and guess who's 1st in the updated list... its...
him...
nah... im not telling his name...
hihi...
waah... *blush*....
im pathetic....

hehe... good thing im alone in the room right now...

right now as im blogging im also bloghoppin... multi-tasking huh...

but all i stumble upon are business blogs... and spanish blogs...
hhmm... hope i find sumthin intrestin' to read...
my friends aren't into blogging so here i am tryin to read other people's lives,
people whom i barely even know...
oh wait, but they do blog in type pad... in friendster... but i dont really like it coz you cant put any html there... so i stopped blogging there...
i luv blogger!!!

argggh... why do i keep on seeing this blog about"bestest blog ever"...

well, i gotta be goin' ma's here...
gotta continue finding pics... buh bye...

2006-07-15T04:11:00.000-07:00

lalala....

2006-07-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

hey there... another boring day....
*hhmm... where to start... where to start...*

woke up a lil bit earlier today coz my mom was frantic over her missing fone...
so i woke up and helped her find... but we couldn't find it any where in the house.
when dad was about to get into the car....
there it was...

hayy nku... mama talaga...

while i was surfin the net i found a rocker gal pic and so i made it into brushes...
but im not distributing it, im using it for myself... ha! selfish me....
but that's because i dont know yet where to upload it and how to... so for now im gonna use it first....

and i also took some quizzes:

You Are a Chick

Rocker!

You're living proof that chicks can rock
You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas
And when you rock, you rock hard
(Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

MY COMMENT: YEAHHH!!!!

You Have a Melancholic

Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

MY COMMENT: uhmmm... yah... even if it's hard to admit sometimes... but i try to be cheerful as much as i can.... this is just a tendency of me i guess...

What Your Sleeping Position

Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About

You?

MY COMMENT: i guess...

You Communicate With Your Body

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!

How Do You Communicate?

MY COMMENT: hey! this is a bit too much... i ike spending time on my own too... and i try to control my emotions not be controlled by emotions...

2006-07-10T21:23:00.000-07:00

hi....

hhmm...
here to blog another boring day in my life*pouts*
right now im all alone in the house...
surfin the net...
weather's overcast... and i feel like going back to bed again...

uuuggh...
my life's so messed up right now...
me and my mom are not in really good terms right now...
we haven't actually spoken in ages---well for about a week... huhu...

hhmmm
i made a new layout for frendster agen-pretty much masculine
and if anyones reading this
you can go to my frenster acct to avail it...

v
cookiefaery

haha... just kiddin' its for free...
[yah... yah... even had the nerve to joke...]

here's a preview

2006-06-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

hi... nuthn much has been goin on...
tuh tell yeh the truth... life's messed up...

really messed up...

cant talk about it...

2006-05-25T04:52:00.001-07:00

sometimes we picture ourselves
as a tiny insignificant star
chasing a beautiful moon.

but little do we know....

that we are being followed

& loved

by a very patient
cloud...

2006-05-25T04:52:00.000-07:00

sometimes we picture ourselves
as a tiny insignificant star
chasing a beautiful moon.

but little do we know....

that we are being followed

& loved

by a very patient
cloud...

2006-05-14T07:58:00.001-07:00

long time since my last blog, ryt now we're watching the lord of the rings, but im not really a fan of it so i decided to update my blog for awhile. Dad's in ilo-ilo ryt now on a business trip, at the same time to visit our relatives in negros...
the rainy days are here, i havent actually seen the sun in days... the wind was also blowing hard i couldn't get out yesterday...
haaay....
ive been so depressed lately, and i still am now... i cant get into details or ill just start cryin again...
just thinking about june scares all the daylight out of me... wish there was another way...

got to go now...while i can still get hold of myself... tata...

2006-05-14T07:58:00.000-07:00

2006-04-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

hey there.... as usual... long time since my last entry... i can almost see cobwebs here... hehe...
summers really boring... asyd from the high melting point... theres nuthin much to do .. hehe...
allergies are becomin more frequent and it really ruins my day... went to baguio last week to fis my application letter.. nakakatuwa nman... coz i saw my blockmates and friends... =) me and my friends here in qc are supposed tuh go out on a summer trip but i dunno... maybe everyone else is really busy...

ha... hmm.. wat else... wat else.... (gotta make this quick coz my mom's kinda mad... ive been spending a lotta tyme in front of the pc... and im gettin guilty about it... hehe...)

i updated my friendster profile.. coz i deleted the previous layout accidentally... but i replaced it with a cooler one... yay...
guess i gotta keep goin... au revoir!!!

2006-04-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

current time: 10.55pm
currently feeling: sleepy
currently listening to: wag mo nang itanong sa akin

hi there, im back to blog another day in my boh-ring lyfie...
did nuthin much tuhday... tito bhong came here a while ago (who came from the states) and brought us some goodies... he also gave us 500 bucks hehe...
when he left... i was so hungry i asked daddy if i cud order pizza, he said i cud order one if i finished cleaning the kitchen,... so right after i washed the dishes and made sure that the table was clear, i called up yellow cab and ordered a 4teen in pizza... then tita mona came to pick up her package and we all ate...
hhmm... wat else did i do tuhday? ah, i jst slept and did a lil cleaning up in my rum... i also talked to eka on the fone... we're planning to go swimming next week, maybe in ecopark... never been there yet, but eka wants night swimming so i dont know where we're exactly goin yet...
i remembered a song by victoria... goes sumthin lyk this..
i would go anywhere to be near you, i would do anything to be near you...
ah!!! i dont know the title!!! but i like it so much i can relate to it ryt now...
but the song's kinda old... it was even used in the tv shw felicity...

2006-04-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

grabeh!!! we went to asin hot springs... ang saya..ksama ko si cor and angeli hehe..
tpos overnyt pa... pero di naman tlga namin plano tlgang magovernyt.. ayaw nga tla namin ni cor.. but then thanks to angeli... kamiy nag-reality check.. dahil...
la nang jeep pauwi... kamusta.. nagantay n lang kami knabukasan..so ano pa nga ba at natulog na kmi dun... hehe.. il post the pics soon... for the meantym eto muna...
view our video in asin, benguet... hehe....
here's the url
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOpBJaYPHek

2006-04-03T23:46:00.000-07:00

eeeooOowww!!! mayroon akong headache!!![hhmm... i sound lyke jasmine trias] pro honestly... my headache ata tlaga ako... grabe tlga init dito sa qc...
anyway... bblik na ko s baguio in a matter of hours coz my exam p ko tomorrow... after that...
la na... aantain ko na lang grades ko na irelease which is probably next week...
so anong ggwin ko for the next few days??? lah.... tutunganga... haaay... unless n mapapayag ko sila angeli na sumama sa akin sa launion para magswimming...

2006-03-31T08:16:00.000-08:00

hi im here ryt now in our house.. vacation's here finally!!! [for me...] but i think im goin back to baguio for the bonus pts exam... hehe sayang rin un....
guess what?! pinayagan na ko ng upbaguio magtransfer uli s kanila!!! grabeh... kahapon ko lang nalaman.... thank God!!!
newaiz, today's ma's bday... cheenee and i went to sm and bought a new bag for her and also flowers!!! and she was happy naman... =)
here's my pic nung nagphotoshoot kami for our mag... arte ba.. hehe.. oo nga eh.. ganun tlga... minsan n lang magmamaganda....
lam mo may naalala ako today...la lang... kc...well.. next tyme n lang... i dnt knw whether ihave to feel happy or what... all i know is....

*the love you can't have lasts the longest.... feels the strongest.... and hurts the most....

2006-03-26T00:19:00.000-08:00

2006-03-24T04:42:00.000-08:00

current mood: happy, tired...
listening to: runway-hale

hi... im with ate paula ryt now... surfin hale's site... haaay champ...
anyways... went to school awyl ago... la na klase pero i submitted our mag for speech com...
guess wat.. ang ganda... even ma'am joy was impressed... haha.. im so happy.. sabi ko nga s kanya pingahirapan tlga namin ang mga pictorials.. hehe... talked to someone in the reg office... dunno know if i have to feel sad about what she said... but im still hoping...
i even went to the cathedral to pray for it...
haay summer is officially here... cnt beliv it, for the first time i wished that it would never come...
ooh.. i saw him pla.. pero khapon pa... un lang.. 2x pa..
ay.. ngayon rin pala.. grabeh.. hehe.. xmpre kinilig nman daw ako...
haha...

2006-03-11T09:01:00.000-08:00

current music: listen- stonefree
mood:exhausted
busy doing: nuthin just doing my blog

haay, we went to batangas a while ago and went swimming..... sa ulan!!! haha!!!
pero okay lang... fave ko tlgang pangyayari yun, hehe... ewan ko ba... ang sya although mejo mraming tao...
hope i can get back there...

tyme to update yeh guys about what happened to me for the past few weeks coz i know i havent been posting lately...
well, had fun nung panagbenga!!! grabeh... me and ate queen went wall climbing and rapelling!!! grabeh.. sobrah.. unforgettable xperience!!!
i was also busy with school work of course... i also met a new friend...
hhmm what else... that's basically it...
haha... bitin na naman... ciz im really tired now.... ill just go back on it tomorrow... tata!!!

~is it possible for me now to say that i have finally learned to let you go?,...~~`**

yipee!!!

2006-03-02T23:32:00.000-08:00

waaah!!!! there's so much to do!!! ryt now im making my speech plan for my speech on tuesday..
guess what i'll be talking about???
home made ice cream and im even doing a demo??? isnt that cool!!!
haha!!! need to go now.. i have to pass it before five
tata!!!

~`on <3's day...`~

2006-02-14T01:41:00.000-08:00

hallo there.. here i am again in my favorite blog...
well.. tyme to get yah all posted again about my boring lyfe...
well... maybe it wasnt that really boring this past few days...
last sat we went to sabkil in la trinidad... and what can isay.. it was almost like paradise... uhmm.. a little less like that actually...
but nuthin can beat the fresh air... its one great pine forest... what did we do there??? identified species of plants.. [i guess thats where the boring part comes in...] but i love field work... although it could really drain your energy...
then we had a little picnic and sum chitchat with my classmates.. haha!!! theyre so funny...
i really had fun... except for the travel part!!! we had to cover ourselves coz the roads were pretty rough.. and it was like driving thru a sand storm... haha.. then we got back to school to press our collected specimens....
so that was pretty it... the rest of the week was kinda hectic... all schoolwork...
oh... forgot to tell yeh about our visit to breha... it was their open house party last sunday, and me and angeli went...
had fun too.. cos we and lia talked about lots of fun things...
haaay.. gotta go... im planning to watch little manhattan tonyt...

oh i almost forgot... happy valentyn's day everyone!!!

cyas... (''_,0

false alarm...

2006-02-07T03:26:00.000-08:00

ok... so i went to the clinic last nyt coz my allergy kept itching....
i almost thought that i had meningo!!!
i was reluctant to have myself checked up because i was afraid that i night be having sum kindof contagious disease!!
hehe... so i went to benguet lab last nyt and consulted a dermatologist...
and turned out it was indeed an allergy....
but bad news.... i cant eat crabs, shrimps, chicken, seafoods.. except for large fish....
and whats worse...
is finding out that your bill reached 1250
just because of the prescripted lotion and soap....

downpour...

2006-01-30T22:08:00.000-08:00

she stands in the rain all alone,
drenched with the pain she bears on her own.
she shivers as her thoughts cloud her mind,
fate never seemed to be so kind.
she ealks doen the street,
the cold's too hard to beat.
she wanders aimlessly,
trying to find her way out desperately.
as th cold continue to bite,
she tries to make it through the endless night.
but the odds seem to be too subtle,
its like fighting a losing battle.
in this world full of lies,
she silently screams and cries,
drenches herself as she looks for her way,
and wishing that the rain would just wash her sorrows all away.

2006-01-25T20:48:00.000-08:00

waaaah!!!! long weekend!!!! sat to tues!!!! hehe.. la pasok... puro research naman.....
hhhmmm.. im workin onmy biblio ryt now for my research paper....

2006-01-19T21:55:00.000-08:00

haah.. new skin again... i easily get tyred of pink...
so tonyt me and jah are goin home to manila...
i need to consult ma'am rasos about my research paper... i just hope i get to find one in time...

E-quakE!!!

2006-01-10T20:04:00.000-08:00

know what??? naku, i was i bed last nyt... it was already... 8 or quater to eight.. jah and i were watching the notebook in cable when i felt my bed suddenly shake! gEEz... i was scared, it thought sumbody was knocking hard on the door and was about to break it down (cos my bed was just besyd it) when i realized every furniture in the room was shaking too!
well good thing it lasted for seconds only.... if it took more than that i would have really ran out to the street in my PJs hehe!
well, im working on my botany paper now and i havent eaten lunch yet.. so id better finish this off now...
tata!!!

coffe kRups!!!

2006-01-08T03:25:00.000-08:00

coffee krups!!!! hehe.. wondering what coffee krups means??? haay nku....
i cant tell yah ryt now but im really pissed off by the fact that sum people are just born to copy...
aAARRarrrghhh!!! hhaaay.... the chilly air is really biting into my skin...
oooooohhhh.. i can smell the barbecue from here.... te queen and i are planning to go on a food trip tonyt... hehe... ok gotta go... nid to help her out with her frenster profile... tata!!!

2006-01-03T01:25:00.000-08:00

firewoRks!!! this photo was taken during the pasiklaban 'o5 in
upbaguio...

me and jah.. pasiklaban 05

2005-12-13T00:50:00.000-08:00

haha!!! jah and i had just fulfilled our wish of going to mines view and take pics of ourselves... haha!!! we went there yesterday... it was really a great day.. although after we drowned ourselves taking pics.. it started to drizzle.. we then went to the stalls to look for silver that jah needed to buy for her ate... asyd from the silver... jah bought a cute bonnet for her... i, bought a scarf in shades of green and blue.. twas really cool.. im planning to wear it this break... ehhe... well that would be all for now.. gotta go...

here are sum pics we took including the ones in upbaguio....

2005-12-05T04:23:00.000-08:00

waaah!!! ate queen, jah and me went out last sat night to watch the fireworks display at sm!!! really, really great... i even recorded a video...
ate queen almost missed it coz she had to go to their church.. after that we decided to go down tos session to take a look at the night market...
and me???
while we were strolling down i felt a hand groping for sumthing insyd my bag... when i lukd at myback a boy at the same age as mine {more or less} was trying to steal my wallet... he ran at the instant i saw him...

corz my 1st instinct was to run after him... and so i did... i was even able to catch him!!! i caught his jacket and tried to strangle him!!! god!!!
i shouted at him and cursed him.. i t was so loud all the people were just staring at us.. twas like a shooting!!!
but while i was doin that i was also thinking at the same time whether he was able to get my purse from my bag... i was also scared coz he myt hurt me or sumthing with his knife or whatever he had.. so i let go of him... at that tym he was also removing his jacket which i was strangling...
then he scampered away.. and i cursed him... so hard... jah and te queen, who saw the whole thing, were so shocked... i looked insyd my bag and i was so glad to find my purse...
hehe.. even if he was able to snatch it.. it contained only coins for our jeepney fare.. good thing i put my atm card at my jeans' front pocket and my money too... which i never did before!!! i guess it was a premonition... but still!!!! !!! it could have cost me my life!!!

update..

2005-11-29T03:03:00.000-08:00

back from manila... spent my weekend at proj6 coz it was thea's bday!!! twas fun... i invited ervie...
and guess what... kuya umba was there too. its always nice to see again long lost cousins.. hehe...
well.. im doin a research now for my botany subject.. jah's with me.. she's seats away.. doin her asynments too...
chicken little's out in the cinema now.. i really wna watch it.. guess i have to wait til weekend so i cud watch it... hehe.. im excited...
ughhh.... i have a huge zit on my face.. got to get goin now... gotta run back to my room...

2005-11-23T16:32:00.000-08:00

cant believe im back here in baguio...
well before i tell y'all bout that.. sorry i havent posted you for about a month...
ive been really busy, so now im gonna fill you up with updates... (ill try my best to remember...)
nov7-10 back and forth ang pagpnta ko sa upm... haaay... i dint know that filing my cross reg would be just as hard as going for the late registration
nov11-went to baguio from manila, rode the 4am victory bus trip, to finally submit my form... but the dept chair was having a meeting so he was able to syn the 4m at 4.30pm. when i was abt to submit it to the registrar... she had already left for home...haay... there was nuthin i cud do but 2 go back home so i headed to the terminal and caught the 5pm bus to manila...
nov12-14 suring these days i was really thinkin whether i really wanted to study again in baguio, i cud tell that a lot of people who knew i was going back to baguio was thinking that i must be out of my mind...
nov15- back to baguio... there were no subjects left... i was really getting desperate then... i had nowhere to stay yet so stayed in tita agnes's house in launion...
nov 16- back to baguio... i had to plead to so many profs so that they could admit me in their class... wheeww...thank God by the end of the day i was able to get 16 units out of my 19 desired units...
so i went to the dorm to pay the down... and slept....
nov17- my first day of class.. kinda nervous....
then went to watch harry potter with jah.... waaAAahh!!!! really cool.. lurve it!!!
nov 18- hayyy... no profs arrived.... i just went to skul to have my id countersynd.... then waited for jah... headed to the bus terminal and rode the 3 pm bus to manila....
nov19-went to sm to buy sum stuff to bring to baguio... went with mama and travelled our way to shaw blvd to meet daddy's ffriend....
nov20- went to mass then to sm... bought some stuffs for skul...packed my bags
nov21-did sum last minute packing and by 1pm left for baguio....
nov22-texted thea for her 17th bday...

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2005-10-12T18:07:00.000-07:00

-^[tumatakbo]^-Mojofly
Laging bigo;
laging sawi-sa pagibig
Minamalas o kay sakit;
may balat nga ba ako sa pwet
Mabuti pa ang tindera sa aming kanto
Nakakaingit tl ang sweet nila nang kaniyang nobyo
Gusto ko lang; maranasan umibig tamaan ni kupido
Gusto ko lang maranasan; ang damdaming tumibok muli ang puso ko
Chorus:
Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare-pareho
Parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras…..
May birthday cake ka nga
Ngunit wala namang kandila
May christmas tree na marumi;
Wala naman dekorasyon pansabit
Sadyang ganyan ang aking buhay
Walang kasing tamlay
Ayoko sanang tumandang- nagiisa
Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare-pareho
Parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras…..
Tumatakbo ang oras…..
tatangapin nalang ba ang malupit na tadhana
O kaya’yTatangapin nalang ba na ako’y
Sadyang hindi pinagpala
Tigilan na ang drama;
Punasan na ang luha
Yeah!
Chorus (repeat 2x)
Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
tumatakbo naiiwan na ako (2x)
Tumatakbo, tumatakbo, tuamtakbo naiiwan na ako (2x)

~blue sky**

2005-09-07T17:46:00.000-07:00

Champ Lui-Pio
Real Name : Arthur Bernard Lui-Pio Tan
Nickname : Champ
Birthdate : 08 February
Instrument: vocals, guitars
What do you like most about 'Hale'?
we share......
How would you describe yourself?
You can have me for only 79 pesos(vat included) in any Jollibee outlets nationwide.
Your favorite artists?
Dave Matthews Band, John Mayer, Pearl Jam, Nirvana, Beatles, Dave Clark 5
What were you like back in high school?
Losers na rockers. I wasn't the ideal student. I wasn't very active. I was more into sports like basketball.
Favorite quote:I'm a lover, not a fighter.
Hobbies:basketball
Worst habit:
Scratching my... neck!
Ultimate Pinoy Idol:
My Dad
Favorite song from the album:
The Day You Said Goodnight

2005-09-03T22:03:00.000-07:00

note:the following entry is kinda pathetic...so if yah dont wna read it then don't! i just want to vent the feelings and thoughts that been hiding inside me for the past few months... please undrstand...

s na tlga ko... sa totoo lang gustong gusto ko na bumalik ng baguio...
hhmm... well alam ko iniisip ng iba, naghirap p ko lumipat, pro i did that ksi i wanted to try how lyfe would be here, and turns out sobrang hirap pla... naiisip ko tuloy, would u call it "running away" from problems kung mas pipiliin kong bumalik uli sa bguio? i dunno... im really confused ryt now... kaya ko naman gusto bumalik kasi feeling ko im really goin to be insane if i continue studying in that school.. ryt now im like skin and bones compared sa baguio na nakakakain pa ko ng maayos dahil less stress...
marahil iisipin din ng iba na bat ko pa iisipan bumalik sa baguio eh mas maganda naman ung current school ko,to think na marami nga nagaaspire na makapasok dun eh bat pa ko aalis.. well i think baka di tlga para sa kin ung mapunta dun, minsan ksi ung akala nating gusto natin (just becoz gusto din ng iba) eh di pla natin gusto... maybe the big things we want aren't really the GREAT or BEST things for us...
now i have so many regrets... pro kung ttingnan ko maybe its better that i transferred para mlaman ko naman kung pno ung tlgang buhay... im in the lowest point of my life ryt now...(i guess) and so i have to be really strong... if i want to go back to baguio i have to work hard... sna tlga... magawa ko alang-alang n lang sa pagbalik ko sa baguio... sana din tulungan tlga ko ni God...

2005-08-20T19:03:00.000-07:00

hi... well... sorry.. ive been so... so busy...
well sum updates???
hhmmm...

i had tOns of exmS... and i gueSS tons more! for the next few days...
karen textD last nYTe to tell me that they moved to a new houSe near us... good news... ill tRy to visiT her sumtymE...
upDated my friendster blog... take a loOk!!!http://www.pebbles_najeen.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog
tried tuh get some sleep... but... couldn't ....EXAMS!!!...
gimMickcouNter: 0 <>
ooohh... bought somE new ballEt shoes!!! hihi... its yellow... hehe... really cute with pink embroidery....
still depresSed 'bout schOol... and super-streSsed....
geboy said he'd burn sum songs for me... but he hasn't texted me yet...

well i guess... that's about it...

song of the moment: every little thing- mymp

2005-08-09T11:10:00.000-07:00

upd8!!! upd8!!!!

well, i was in school awhile ago... 4 my math class...
my next class is 1 o'clock so i went home to take a rest...
so ill be leavin at twelve...
anyway, cnt believe they still had classes last sat!!!
it was rAining so haRd coulD still get wet even if i did bring my umbrella...
and the wind was blowing so hard then... it could have blown me off the street!!!!
poOr me, i missed the class...

so i have to catch up again...
well...

ive been thinking... i dont wana go to my 1 o'clock class...
i feel really lazy...
ill surely feel tired afterwards coz were going to be in tondo again for my nstp class...

2005-08-04T14:41:00.000-07:00

currently listening to: stop, think(aliyah parcs)

weeEeeh!!! jst came hOme frOm schooL tuh-day...
clasSes were suSpended... yeEpee!!!
well, it diDn't need to be suspeNded anyway coZ all my prOfs alReady anNounced this day as a cLasS-free day... hehe.. well. except for one...
my histo prOf... but he promiseD to give us a free day sum oTheR tyme...

*stomache rumbling*sorry 'bout that... im starving, haven't eaten lunch yet...
i wonder what mama coOked...

better go eAt nOw... before my brOther eats iT all... hehe...

2005-08-03T20:55:00.000-07:00

another bad day... i flunked another exam...
i really wanna cry but it feel that it won't make me feel any better...
it'll make me feel worse coz i know, know one feels the same way i do ryt now...
with my situation...
i feel so dumb....
how can i be so wrong in trying to make this decision of transferring???

why are people so rude?(shall i add... here?)
why does life have to be so complicated when all that really matters is that you're happy...
why did i exchange a life of simplicity but with happiness with a life lookin so great but so complicated???
why are people so inconsiderate?(shall i again add..... here???)

ooohhh... when shall all these end???

2005-07-30T21:11:00.000-07:00

waAh!!! a week of "no-blogging" was a week of exaM-fuLL of days....
a week of sleepless nights...
a week of stress...
a weekof headaches...
well, i guess i have to tell yah a week's worth of bloG report! hehe!
hhmm...
actually,nuthin really exciting happened... as expected...
there werent any classes last monday and i enjoyed my "stress-free" long weekend...
but the next day i had to study for my practical exams again...
i had to memorize 4 skeletal systems...
mama baked apple pies the other day... yum!yum!
although she said it wasn't really the perfect one she wanted it to be...
hehe...
i haven't baked anything for a while... corZ im really bc...
*yawns*im kinda sleepy, but i gotta keep bloggin... besyds... i have no exams this weekend...
well, maybe not yet....
some profs announce exams only two days before...
haay,,, isnt that bad...
im slowly becuming a coffeeholic becuz of these exams....
i had an exam in math awhile ago, twas bad... i studied hard last nyt,having almost 5hrs of sleep only... but then i still couldnt answer the questions... arggh...
oh, what else...
we already began dissecting our cats! EeW! i dont like cats and dissectring them makes it double...
i hate the smell of formaline...
it gets to your eyes and throat... my nose really gets irritated and my eyes start to cry...
and above all that.. i hate having to bring the stupid cat home...
oh well,guez thats how the lyf of a biostudent is spoSed to be...
bettah think of shifting next sem....

2005-07-19T20:03:00.000-07:00

haiz... went to school today as usual...
i was late for my histo class, good thing my prof just asked us to attend the symposium he was guesting. it was all about ip groups (IP meaning indigenous people).
hhayy.. only reminded me of baguio. Up baguio specializes in cultural studies.(added info)
then i started to file my substitution forms, arRgh!!! twas really tiring...
then i had a fast lunch then hurried off to class again, we had a quiz on skulls...
good thing i studied, unlike last time...
then i got home already, i was supposed to attend my social science class but i decided to skip it coz we were only goin to watch pocahontas II, which i already watched last sunday. besides i have to work on my formal report on chem... arRghh... and to study my missed lessons in math... so awful!!! i really am hating math now...
i feel so left out in our class... i can't seem to keep up with their super speed mental abilities...
oh someone please help me...
i still have to enlist my subjects tomorrow... i guess i'll skip m nstp class...
oh... tell yah sumthing... this fridaY?? were gonna dissect a cat!! EEeWw....
and the next day, another exam... ha!!! they think we're like supercomputers!!!
good luck to me...
ha... that would be another flunked exam...

2005-07-15T04:04:00.000-07:00

tomOrrow shall be the end of me...
ill wake up at 5 take a bath, dress up, eat breakfst and then go to school.
my 1st class would be calculus...
oh! how i wish i never have to take math...
its not that i hate it...
its just that im no math wizard!
my class mates there can solve any problem at speed of light!
how i wish i had superPowers too, like they do!
then comes my chem 31 long exam...
by 10 o'clock.. id be really shaking to death as i eneter the little theater...
while the others are busily scrambling their answers,
il be staring blankly at my paper wondering in what language it's written...
after 2 hours of doodling at my paper, i shall finally leave the room and wait for my judgement day,
monday...

2005-07-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

haven't written nething 'ere for quite sometime...
nothing much happened today,
i just bored myself at school.
actually, everyday's a boring day since i transferred 'ere
but...
i can't cry, whine or regret....
this is what i chose...
but sometimes u jst have to cry...
a friend told me never to have any regrets...
you just have to believe... and pray...

2005-07-05T04:48:00.000-07:00

i have a lot to do...
but here i am...
i dont wanna go to school nemore...

the rain has stopped now...
kept falling since last night...

2005-06-27T20:45:00.000-07:00

just woke up.. im doin my assignments ryt now
i decided to take a break before i turn completely crazy...
it's a good feeling that inspite all my problems right now, there are still people who are kind-hearted...
certainly heaven-sent...
blessings...
even if life sucks...
i still have 3 months to make "tiis!" of my life here in my school...
but i gotta pray...
answers come...
they do...
all you have to do is wait patiently...
haay...

2005-06-25T20:20:00.000-07:00

i close my eyes so that
i wouldn't see...
that you're happy,
even without me.
i pretend that i'm okay,
when it's all drifting away.
i paint on a happy face,
but sometimes i get lost
in a daze...
i turn around
and leave it all in
oblivion,
but i find it hard to move on.
i tell my self that
everything's alright,
when in fact,
it's all an endless
fight.

2005-06-03T17:33:00.000-07:00

waaah!!! sira na naman pc.... kaasar...
nways... went to up manila yesterday to pick my subj...
waited almost all day.... pra lang sa advising....
met aaron and louella!!!
aaron's takin up org com....
dunno what that is...
haay...
babalik pa ko sa mnday...
arRRgh!!! can u beliv it...
buong araw na nga ko kahapon...
pasukan na s tuesday tapos sa mnday pa lang kami mageenroll....

2005-06-01T22:44:00.000-07:00

wow.. long time.... newaiys.. passed upd.. bs geo and chem.. pero pinili ko and up manila kasi gusto ko tlga bio...
galing me dun kahapon.. haha!!! grabeh.. prang extra challenge ata un!!! ehehe...
nagawa ko magpa dental... xray and physical exam in half a day!!! hehe..
bukas enroll ment na...
pahirapan na namn...
nagpnta pla ko ng baguio nung monday...
balikan lang...
o db??/
grabeh.. ngaun lang nga ko nakapagpahinga...

2005-05-18T19:00:00.000-07:00

im home!!! i was in UPd a while ago for my interview in geo...and i was right... about ten of my blockmates and former classmates turned up there...i was glad to see them...can u beliv it? i waited for 2 and a half hours for my turn...and all i did was to stare at the rock centerpiece at the table...until my name was called...the interview dint turn out bad at all...i cud hardly even call it an interview...all she (the interviewer) did was advise me about shifting to geology and taking it as a pre-med course...she told me all 'bout geo being a tough course.. that no one can really be a cum laude in this course... and about having 3 weeks of field work...well.. yah know what?? i told her that im willing to try it...haha!!! yabang!!! nwaiz... i think field work is fun!!! i can explore a lot of things out there and it could be a new and great experience for me!!!haaY... im really tired now.. gotta get some sleep...be back tomrow...

2005-05-17T18:47:00.000-07:00

just came from the mall today... but i dint buy anything.iwas too lazy to look at nething.i was really sleepy... just bought waffle dogs for snack...
my mom and i also stopped by the supermarket to buy groceries...
i dunno but i really feel so tired today that i dint know that i lined up in an "only for baskets"
counter... i only realized it when the cashier woman told us...~~aARrgh!!!~~
nwaiz.. im relieved to be home... at last i cud sleep...
its raining here ryt now... and i luv it when it rains... but sumtyms not...
i cud hear the thunder.. bit scary...

surVivor aftershock... Ian roSenberger

2005-05-16T17:12:00.000-07:00

*tsk...tsk* ian wasn't able to make it to the final two...tom won the million dollars... and kate in second place....all bcoz of ian.. he gave up his chance for the million dollars for kate!!! ~~hhhmph!!!~~nver the less i still lyk him!!! hehehe...he's strong....though a bit skinny... hehe...he's nice and simple...he's no bighead...he's just great...i luv his eyes.. hehe...so for all those ian rosenberger fans out there... here is a short biography about him...

Born and raised on a horse farm in Ambridge, Pennsylvania, Ian Rosenberger attended Quigley Catholic High School in Baden. While there, he lettered in soccer and spent his summers as a camp counselor. He also volunteered his time with the McGuire Home, an organization that helps children with mental and physical disabilities. Rosenberger will soon be a graduate of Pennsylvania State University, where he majored in agricultural extension and educational leadership. Last year, he served as the president of the university's Undergraduate Student Government and as Penn State's Homecoming King. Currently, Rosenberger works as a dolphin trainer and dolphin-assisted therapist for children with disabilities in Key Largo, Florida. He was previously employed as an outdoor adventure group dynamics facilitator, wedding disc jockey, street performer at a major amusement park and construction worker. Rosenberger enjoys being outside, playing good music with his friends and reading. He describes himself as gregarious and passionate. He is most proud of participating in Penn State's Dance Marathon, the largest student-run philanthropy in the world, where he did not sit or sleep for 48 hours and helped raise $3 million for children with cancer. Rosenberger is currently single and living in Ambridge, Pennsylvania. He has one younger sister, Kahla (12). His birth date is August 24, 1981.

2005-05-15T15:38:00.000-07:00

hale... hale.. hale...
i dunno but i really like their songs...

especially the broken sonnet....

here it is...And now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.
The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
It’s the same,
it’s the same
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight
i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.
I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.
But still i see the tears from your eyes
Maybe i’m just not the one
for you...

2005-05-12T21:53:00.000-07:00

i look into your eyes,
but i see nothing.
i hear your voice,
but the words are unfeeling.
i see your presence
but your mind is wandering.
i feel your touch,
though cold and uncaring.
i open my arms,
but you seek her embrace.
i try to comfort,
but then i couldn't take her place.
i tried to be her
,but i know i can never be.
you were meant for another,
might as well set you free...

2005-05-11T08:30:00.000-07:00

what can i do to let you know im here?
what can i say to make u smile...
uv probably heard it all before...
but still u would ignore...
i wish i cud be like her...
but i know i can never be...
but all i can do...
is to love you and just be me...